This Unbearable Embodiment

Assimilated now in the sapien spells,
how fully embodied I totally become.
Drown in a grail of physicality's wells,
a rescusitated begotten Adamic son.

Where does the spirit hide it's blister
of moulten euphoria in canopy flesh?
When every quivering nerve in fester,
trampolines signals in cellular mesh.

I'm a satellite beam of warped chaos,
reading every breeze on five senses.
Pulsing miasma of primate gene-floss
gleaned physical in temporal valences.

This succor of dimension's finite blend,
narrowing bandwidths of focused glow,
the rainbow fireworks of emotion I tend,
animate only this corporeal meat I know.

All the bearing stresses come in decay,
that transient sapping of a dynamic rot,
nibbling the dwindled core of my array,
lessening daily until now I'm almost not.

Oh spirit, I trust you patiently await me,
dare not forsake nor abandon please.
Rescue this prodigal one, set him free,
for my humanity has me on my knees!

TBollinger