Help me God

If this is just a test,
God to see how long i'll
stand i've never questioned
you dear lord one should only
seek your plan your
will for me is perfect though
i do not know it all when i put
one out forward.I know you will
catch me if I fall and I
thank you Lord for my live and
be so good to me late I be
walk around with a sad face but
for what I'm alive and that a
good thing.For now on I'm going
to put a smile on my face.
But if I get sad again I'm going
to look you up God.Without you
Lord I be so lost.Thank you for
my live.But it can be hard to put a smile on.