CONFESSION- 21st Century Style .

Lord ,
have  gulped some  SIN and swallowed  them  often
Your  designed traps  scattered  all over , -- alliured  me
and   I ,even,  sipped or licked  or welcomed on perceptual field !

Lord , I  have  surrendered often as   your DNA  tricked !

SIN ?  ? ? ?--  - - - --- -- - -
 they  are  too  your  designed  cosmic -game
as  all  'roots ' climb  unto  you !
as THOU  are the  the  Ultimate  or  Absolute  or---
'Grand  Designer '  of  all -- light, shadows , dark  or Black-hole
and Sin   and  temptations  too
even thy  cool  Conscious LIGHT  that  REVEALS   --ALL.

I am  too  your 'product'  playing  the  role  as  I am  given .

Punishment  ?  -- Lord ,  -I'm  ready
 but  THOU  are  to  accept    the  shrare , being  at the  Source
Otherwise,--- through  your created  Hell
and  Heaven of  effilgent  Light----I am  livinig well,
suffering  too  and  experiencing  your  GAME  alright !

So , Lord ! ---YOU  are  too,  deep  within 'IT'
and participated  in  my  Life  as  Designed ---
by  THOU !
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 This  poem  was written in Bengali , while in Delhi, in  1970-s ; Just  to day  trans literated   for  POETRY . COM  as  a token  of my 'RETURN' ).