A Suicidal Moment

A Suicidal Moment

Rest of my days are numbered, I don't find it funny
My mom threw me out in a summer, she don't even want me
All these no good friends but they only want something from me
I feel like half a man cuz my girl give me money
Pimples poppin like corn
Bones skinny as the sticks
I wonder what life would be like if I was never born
Probably wouldn't have to deal with none of this
Should I die with a gun to my head or a knife to the throat
I just might get kicked out the church for the things I just wrote
I can hear my grandma sayin sinking this low is better than me
I feel like I'm starring in a game show because my life is in jeopardy
Staying on this earth is such a terrible sensation
So I alienated myself from the lord and tore up his invitation
My new destination is with Lucifer, so horrible and grimy
I want to bury myself in Hell where no one can find me
Death is what I want to grab
A toe tag is what I want to have
I want to drown myself in my pain so I’m preparing a blood bath
Tired of people handing me too much crap
Oh I just thought of a good suicide plan I'll be right back....

P.S.
This is for the all people that said They couldn't stand me
Goodbye to all my fake friends
And phony family

(A child in West Philadelphia hung himself last night in his home
And his name was...)