it was always you

when you have lived out your days,
i will find you,
i will tell you about the pain and suffering i endured my whole life,
alone,
because i loved you,
i only loved you,
and the worst of it all was that i loved someone i knew i could not have,
and you will look at me,
never knowing me before this moment,
and i can see it in your eyes,
the life we had together in another world,
somewhere i was loved,
and somewhere i could truly love you.