He Tortures Until I Quit Trying To Break Free

This time I won't quit
I so wish he would come and visit himself
Just walk up to my door
All big and bold
Like he is when he slanders behind my back
When he hire people to rape me
Me he hires people to torture me
I wish he would be so bold himself
I would LOVE to show him some things
MYSLEF
We used to wrestle
He'll NEVER admit that
He could NEVER pin me
Only one ever has
The most skilled men feared me
Before my disabilities
Which he triggered
He and the abusive fictive father
Worked together to debilitate me
Decades
Everyone wanted me dead
Simply because I exist
But I'm still here
There are so many things
I would love to share with him
Like some of my training
It would take just a few seconds
But he's terrified of ANYTHING real
All of The Ten are
So it will NEVER happen
They are only capable of being fake
Wearing fake masks
Stealing from people with no human rights protections
Slandering disabled women
Slandering rape victims for being single moms
While protecting repairs and child milestones
That's what hapoens in The west
But no one speaks of it
I will
Because I won't let a single one of them
Ever get near again
If they do
They can expect my defenses
It will I may take a few seconds
Even in my condition
But he's too afraid
I'm too strong for him
So he stalks
Deploys sadists
Psychopaths
Teams to hurt me
Yet I'm still here
He threatens me
If I communicate with another man
Typically I relent
I never will again
So he stalks from the deep
From the shadows
Creep
It doesn't matter
I'm going to do me
He's stalked me since he was a kid
Literally
Was pro.ised fame and fortune for it
He got it
What else could he be
Than a sadistic stalking, thieving creep
That's what creepy stalkers do
They taunt
Abuse
Steal
Grift
Slander
They even steal my trash
Tracking my cycles
Using my blood for strange things
Hire people to kill me
Gas my home
Car accidents
Make my kids sick
Hire people to attack us
Then claim victim
They use their body as a weapon
They use my disabilities against me
They do whatever they want
Then expect me to accept it
But I would much rather fight back
Therefore I Will
Nothing will stop me
'Til my last breath
Not a single one will face me
In all these years
Never once
Has a single one
Ever faced me
Weakness
Fear
Addiction
Deviance
Filth
That's what eats away at them
They want to be superior
But can't
Even their coordinated attacks
End with me winning
Even the murder attempts
No matter
I will NEVER relent
He claims I'm "defiant"
Just like the fictive
But I'm ot property
Regardless of what the delusional claim
Brains rotten from drinks
Drugs
STD's
Debauchery
Stench
It rots them from within
Evil
Filthy
Disgusting
Nothing is sacred
May they reap every bit
So Be It