End .............. My Feeling ( It's My End )

End .............. My Feeling  
( It's My End )
• First of all.. we all do believe that it's God who gave us life & our end is only in God's hand
• & Whatever happened to us, we must beware to fall into strife  we have to be patient & asking God for his forgiveness & mercy
• The Worst in life is leave it coz we can't save our soul to fall & bend because we feel lonely without even a friend
• &though our lover's knife killed us, we still care to not let them fall & give them chance to let us down & begging them for a little pity
• But, it's Enough.. I have to see "truth" not only to write
• I have to read  my God's message right
• I must understand who are those, whatever they meant to me
• They always depend on me, but they never try once to defend me
• They always pretend they're innocent, though their faults who amend is me
• I trust them as good friend but ,betrayal was their real intent with me
• So, now I'll not surrender but being bold to fight & my life's track not let them but I'll write
• & know how not to be tender with them nor hold to them tight, to get back my own right
• Go on with my life even I'll be alone & End my feeling ( It's My End )
• & show everyone am still alive on land, not dying yet & I'll strive to survive
• Until God with his hand, write my End