I'm going crazy

It's crazy how everything has turned out to be,
It's crazy how everyone has grown so big,
It's crazy how everyone has changed,
No one seems to talk about you anymore,
They don't mention your name in conversations,
It's always a big deal whenever I call your name,
When I ask questions about you I get shun,
The only image I have of you is in my head,
That image is also fading away,
I'm trying my hardest to keep it with me,
The only time that I get to see you are in my dreams,
And I have not had one about you this year,
I think that's the reason I'm going crazy.