Reminisce

Here we are back to the old book, just saying a quick hi to all my feelings, and reliving all my past again.....not surprising at all.
      Emotions that I had bottled up and thrown at the bottom of myself....just an empty piece of dust.

Every single time I just really hope that all this  was fake and that we were both at the beach not watching the sunset but watching our eyes and see our hearts flutter from our smiles

That's all a fantasy because you've moved on and I should but...I guess I'm obsessed and that left me traumatised, I remember our plans and now I guess you were just juggling with  my feelings

To me you were a dream come true, a rare jewel, something more than gold and I really hoped the feeling was mutual but I guess to you I was just another guy that you could maneuver and leave in great perplexing shock. I guess I actually never got rid of my feelings.....I just buried them behind the ink.