My head

Growing up as a kid was not like it should  have been I got messed with by three different men from the age of 8 to 16 I felt like I was nothing but a kid sex machine lying there trying not to cry deep down I wanted to die I told my family got called a whore change my story and got touched some more two Dead one still live I feel a little better inside the one still alive did what he did and messed with a lot more kids I tried to save these little ones but once again I was in the wrong so I walked away like nothing was going on the one touching his little ones he's my blood uncle this shit is wrong he got blood cancer now he's gone this is my past and it's what made me strong