Struggling for love

She is feeling lazy and it,s sound crazy .she did not offer prayer but she does n,t care .she know it ,in her conscious.It makes her anxious.She does n,t sleep well.It,s the worry of hell.she just can,t dream.There is a deep scream.I will not let Satan win.I will not commite this sin she wakes from her sleep.Her regret is deep.She  is surrounded by her tears and brust into tear.Then she hear a beautiful sounds which comes from somewhere around.I don't feel well.It seems like hell every thing,s dark.There is no spark.I am not dreaming I feel like screaming no one can hear.I only have to bear.There is no hope but I have to cope.May be some day.An angle come and say.