I'm Miserable

Wish you could see the dreadfulness that lies behind my eyes.
Wish you could see the weeping as at night alone I cry.
Wish you,
Could see the signs, that I'd commit suicide.
I'd risk it all and take my own life.

If only you know I'm not really what I seem to be.
If only I could let my guard down and let it be
Known that,
I do too struggle, no matter how happy I seem.

But I put on a front on a daily basis
Because I love to see the smiles on your faces.
But not it's time for me to let it be and let it go.
I want you to know, want you to know

That every time you see me, yes it's true I'm stressed out.
And I just need to vent, just need to let it all out.
And I think that it's time to let it be and let it go.
I want you to know, I need you to know,

That I'm miserable.