I never did

You opened the door to the voices inside of me,
You said goodbye when I couldn't even fight for me ,
You loved me when I loathe me,
Fought with me for me, I was with no fears
But you left me with tears which I couldn't even cry for me ,
Sat in the aisle thinking did you ever lie to me
But you never did so
Still thinking do you miss me , still thinking you wanna kiss me ,
Chase me like I'm all yours,
Give me all the reassures,
F*ck all these procedures.. egoist bullshits
Maturities overrated,  with you in bed being dominated
This feeling of being sedated,
Even though I just I just medidatedddd

I don't really care about you now,
It's just you still matter somehow,
You crossed my mind today,
The fake scenarios on replay
That's also what happened yesterday,
Feels I did something wrong now I gotta pay...

So I gotta let you goo, cause it is what it is,
Gotta go with the floww, everything's temporary,
Cause forevers never lasted ,
When I look at you , fireworks never blasted,
You took me for granted,
Kept myself distracted and somehow I adapted,
Was there when you needed,
Whenever you pleaded,
And that's why you succeeded
To make me feel i needed you
BUT I NEVER DID !