Don't feel burdened by my feelings, my love

Far away from my heart, how you feel?
People ask what is worst than rejection
Knowing somewhere in my heart the answer of that question
One sided affection
Knowing myself it seems ridiculous
But am i that bad to be loved?

Now that you know my feelings
I hope you don't feel burde burdened
It's not that you'll not come
It's just that i never summoned
I was only able to write as my voice is fainting
You're never going to come
STILL I'm waiting

Don't misunderstand these as complaints
It feels great even to give love
The greater is my joy , you cannot decline it...will you?
And still if you do , it'll not be such a great deal to you !!