There Is No Hope For Me.....

There was a time when I had so much faith
Always having fun an taking on life obstacles
But one day it all came to a end for me
To pray an ask for forgiveness in Jesus Christ

Moments of hatred an being so judge
Accusing me of my past an never letting me be
If you knew how much it hurts me everyday
Just having family an friends pretend like it's okay

Sometimes I'll have negative thoughts of living
Am I wrong for being me an trying to live on
Let me decide on what is good or bad for me
Whatever I do has nothing to do with you at all

Therefore, you should leave me to make my decision
Trying to take control of me is not for you to do
Our God has the upper hand an so much more
Even when you threaten to take love from my heart

My kids live with stress an depress everyday
As I am living the same as well
Please stop with pain an judging of my life
Nobody is really perfect or satisfied with anything
But one day that will come an will be no more...