It's all a part of my life

l know that I am a man and l can do that every man do but all my life l have been treated like a woman. though I have the pain inside l tried to smile like what they do but it didn't work. now l feel like this is the time to do what I can do so God help me if you don't then l can not do. maybe you have better plans for me but l am just an ordinary man l don't know the future see how they treat me and l saw them counting the days of my life.... so hard to survive