I wish

I wish that you could be near,
I wish that I could cry, but I've cried all my tears.
I wish I could take back my words.
I really wish I could, it would be easier if you were in my world and I was in yours.
so close but so far that's what happens when you're two worlds apart
I wish to gain a spot in the depths of your heart.
I wish I could speak but my words are buried
Time is precious but you carried on dancing the dance and singing the same old songs.
History repeats itself but I long to end that cycle.
I wish that I could see straight and think straight, it's kinda hard when you tend to think everything fake.
I wish i didn't feel like a mistake or feel the need to be corrected, erased, and replaced
I wish I had an escape from the thoughts and deep beliefs, and hopes and wishes... that I didn't exist.