Analysis of Suicidal fool

My heart forever blue,
This never ending flu,
Of pain and anguish,
And all the things,
The day they took you.

The constant battle,
The constant lies,
This constant torture,
I feel inside.

Society,
Why do this to me?
You took away my child!

Anxiety,
Now flows free,
For each and every while.

Actions not meant for you,
This punishment's so cruel!
Im sorry that i hurt you!
My precious little MU!
Im sorry for what this meant for you,
This suicidal fool.

Find the strength to carry on,
Anything for you my beautiful son.
I know it will not be long,
Ill prove to you, I love you!
Until then i will be strong,
Mend my broken heart without you.