Analysis of Never Sleep With A Broken Heart

Been quiet for too long to let this go...
It's been almost 2 years since he walked out the door. Thought we were suppose to work on us, try to make it right. Instead, you flipped, switched and held against me alot of spite. However, I would still fight. 4 years meant nothing to you. You played me, blocked , ghosted me, didn't give a fuck or two. Left me hanging, clueless, stuck on you, cold-blue. Sadness and anger filled my soul, that I hold...still. I would kill for the communication, the simple conversation to find the foundation...of once was. Emotionally  hurt I was. I know I'm not perfect, isn't that what makes it worth it? I try to express me to you...might as well have told me "Just fuck off boo." You moved on so easy, I see you with your new girl. Well, can't say Karma doesn't fill my world. A fool I feel, to even have the slightest thought that this could've been real. I see, that this is what it will truely be. The heart that I once gave...will forever be a catastrophe...the person who I once said "I love you." to...will never be along side me...