Analysis of Gambled emotions!

Life is certainly a bed of roses.
But you have to move on with gambled emotions just to have a nap.
I have lost all the petals of love called feelings,
as I take a stroll around my past experience.

Nothing seems so good to me,
no heart looks welcoming.
Everything looks shattered
Everything looks broken apart.

There are no feelings tagged emotions left,
but my emotions aren't right.
Waiting for this moment to get through,
Where I will get to see things so new.
Waiting for that life too!,
Where I will get to understand myself.

Fake and dual role is something piercing through my heart.
I'm shattered to the core.
My heart being tossed like a die.
My emotions now in a gamble state.
Standing all alone in the whale of time.

Mixed feelings have encroached my heart,
penetrating with gambled emotions.
No one to support me,
And no one to share my pains.

I'm afraid to trust people,
So I choose to remain in silence pain in darkness.
Where life has become like a distance spark.
For me, it's all said and done.

My brother Omar D'Poet once said, "How dare you tell humanity I'm ok, just because I smile.
Smile and being ok may be from the same family but I tell thee, they are different."

One thing I know that's for sure is happiness will one-day embrace me.

Brown Sketchys Writes 2021✍️
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