Analysis of Isn't it weird?

"It's weird how you still want something to do with that person
even if you've parted ways,
been forbidden from eachother,
been told to let them go,
been left alone, 
been left with their feeling of presence;
nevertheless,you still find your way back to the memories they've provided you with,
the habits they've taught you,
the feeling of warmth they gave you,
only to find out, it wasn't written in your fate.
it's weird isn't it?"~Noor Nisa