Analysis of Till her Breath

I'm tired of dreaming,determined to live
a restful life.
Caution caution presence has her-excellence!
Peace like prayer silence upon my grave,eternity calls my name.
Do miss the beauty mother that born,
be her beloved son!
Emptiness all that was surrounded,
penetrated glory that would be.
Why so hurry spring to come,
flowers to bloom,snowfall has gone!
Days buried long,continuous life echoed pause-time to welcome by petal loss.
Morning dew, touched and hugged,thy promised love to nothingness,illusion?
Love that hurts to death to be love till'er breath.