Analysis of Not Your Toy To Enjoy
Lawrence S. Pertillar 1947 (Connecticut)
I can not, could not and won't,
Belong to you and others too.
I'm not a toy to be played,
A game everyday unchanged to play.
I'm not your toy to enjoy.
Awaiting to be annoyed.
Hoping while I pray to be your victim.
Not me!
I too live to have my own needs fulfilled.
With a doing to stand,
On my own two feet.
And believe this or not,
No one else has offered...
To meet my needs and wants voluntarily.
Then think they can treat me as they please.
Not me!
Not a cent of my dues have you paid.
I'm not a dog to fetch a bone.
Or a stick thrown.
To teach how to bring it home.
Not a bill I owe has your name on it.
As I ask for your consent,
If it's okay to pay my own rent.
Then to up and leave,
Feeling satisfied you alone...
Had been alone to condone,
The teaching me of a good deed.
Not me!
Whatever it is you have others believing.
You did this and that for me.
To not know the truth and reality of it.
And I could care less,
Of your having regrets to exaggerate...
With deceiving embellishments.
Since what I have done,
God was there to assist.
Regardless of the credit...
You believe is yours,
To mention and receive to get.
Not here or from me is it coming.
'But...
Who was there to criticize your every move?
No one else,
Provided that motivation for you!'
'And don't forget,
To mention incentive too!'
'Incentive?
What incentive?'
'To take another direction.
With a doing to ignore,
Your judgements on me to pass.
To leave you and your aspirations,
For someone else to tell you what to kiss!
How, where and when.
Hopefully to show you there is a difference.
And...
No matter how difficult,
The comprehending to understand...
The meaning understood may be.
Remember this,
If your seeking to find a toy to play with...
Find one without a mind.
Lacking the use of common sense.
And please don't take this personally.
But a thoughtlessness like yours,
Can only be developed,
From being homemade.'
'Oh...
I won't take that personally.
I know you didn't intend to offend me.
By now I know you should know,
I have been here to do for you...
For others I have done as well.
Although I must confess,
Others have yet expressed their appreciation.
As much as you have done,
To let known your gratefulness.
I can only thank you.'
'How?
By...
Well,
Leaving you alone, I guess!'
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Poetic Form | |
Metre | 1111101 01110101 1101111 011010111 1111101 0101101 1011111110 11 1111111101 101011 11111 001111 111110 1111010100 111111111 11 101111111 11011101 1011 1111111 1011111111 1111101 11111111 11101 1010101 1101101 01011011 11 10111110010 1110111 1110101011 01111 1110011010 10101 11111 111101 0101010 10111 11000111 111111110 1 11111011001 111 010101011 0101 1100101 010 1010 11010010 1010101 1101111 11101010 111111111 1101 100111110100 0 1101100 0010101 0100111 0101 11101101111 110101 10011101 011111000 10111 1101010 11011 1 11111000 11110011011 1111111 11111111 11011111 11101 10110110010 111111 11111 111011 1 1 1 1010111 |
Closest metre | Iambic trimeter |
Characters | 2,301 |
Words | 530 |
Sentences | 63 |
Stanzas | 12 |
Stanza Lengths | 8, 8, 12, 12, 4, 2, 2, 7, 4, 8, 11, 4 |
Lines Amount | 82 |
Letters per line (avg) | 21 |
Words per line (avg) | 5 |
Letters per stanza (avg) | 143 |
Words per stanza (avg) | 36 |
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