Analysis of Troubled Chaos

They told me be careful you was the devil,
I laughed and said don't worry I never settle,
Nowadays you boil over my blood vessel,
Like A very hot noisy steaming kettle,
We will never be on the same level,
So easy just to erase let me get a pencil,
Can't even keep up with how many times I been hurt but i do it's been more than several,
But that won't stop me cant you see I'm a rebel,
And why do you think you are something special,
Go ahead try me I will end up winning the medal,
Even when my heart all twisted like a pretzel,
I'm in my own head probably about to go mental,
Disappear quicker than you hit the pedal,
Manipulation is your game I'm kind and gentle,
Don't even know where I'm heading but I'm OK with that watch me become successful.