Analysis of My World to in glimpse!

Oh Dear Hubby! Thanks for always being there for me,                
You are My Passion, Possession, And Aggression,
My Soul-mate, My Love, My Lust for me,
Love needs Nurturing, Assurance and Attention,
It flies if Blamed and Not Caressed for it,

You proved in me the qualities, which I never had,
You said me Spier, Grievous, Suspicious, Troublesome,
Unpleasant, Worthless and Good for nothing,
I am Dishonoured, Discredit and Disreputed,
But I always looked toward You,
For Honesty, Sincerity and Respect…

I wanted if I can be Enough for You,
As a Soulmate, A Companion, And A Lascivious fate,
But You turned me down with Disgrace,
My every thought, feelings, and space..
Doubts in Love is Not Cheapness,
It needs Remembrance, Affirmation And Positiveness,

With Passing Years, I Lost You in Me,
My Pure Love for You, My Dementedness, My Insanity..
Though things have changed so much to Me,
I know it can Never be ONLY You and ME….

I made myself understand where the Enigma is,
The word ‘Love’ has all the curse in it,
For So I eloigned it, away from Me
So That We can live Blissfully, Forever, and Together with….