Analysis of Bitter consolation

Such an emptiness floating in my imaginary space
Felt like 2 years without you when it's just couple days without seeing your face
i'm that sky lover and to be clear i'm found of the star
Why u gotta be that star so fascinating but a way too far
Now i'm just a soldier should've knew it from the start
That the distance u made crashed my soul and slowly will tear it appart
Where's the promises u made of not leaving of being that shield and strong gate
To hold away the sadness and all betrayals of fate
U said i don't care if truths hurts
but who cares when the heart that loved u the most started to be a curse
But she made my nights heavy flows
Turns into flowers
Empty talks consolation last for days and hours
Her pretty smile is what i was ready to embrace
Such a cute features such a precious face
My cube  sugary ice sweet but bitter my lovely grace
I owe u a soul a life a rainbow fall in to bliss
My heart u held in the palm of your hands and all my wounds u kiss
You are the sister that no ones can replace
My peace my wind of a lovely dusk my safe place
My love for you is eternal
The love i been writing about in all my journal..