Analysis of Twice A Week

Feeling these emotions from afar, I have yet to feel. A fantasy that seems too good to be real. Am I floating while motivated? The excitement, the rush, almost time to feel those emotions once more! Twice a week or a hidden message, keeps me weak with my devotion. Needing to let go while being patient.
Timing is off with his hesitation. Two lovers who changed the world! Does he know? Yet he feels as I do. Denial is the one thing that stops what I can be for you. Yet I know you have a plan. Twice a week you made me weak. As if I lost my motivation. When I have no time left for twice a week with no me. Paused my routine with a bit of hesitation. Been two weeks as I was weak, and now I know you're my inspiration, My sound, my wave, the way I moved changed when I started twice a week then you made me weak.
He’s my battery for my standing novation. Never to expire, when will it start? I had to let go, so I can go far. He made me weak, yet it’s worth the fight. We both had dreams that kept us alive. Knew his touch and how he made me laugh with his love. Then reality hit, I woke up. To see twice a week I miss my dreams he made me yearn so deep. The magnet of his heart pulling on me, so sweet. Should I stay away, To give him time? Love isn’t perfect, but should always be naturally entwined. One day to collide. The wave of love will hit our world. To discover power, he is my outlet. Would he plug me in? To enhance our light, bring change to our world that had no sight. A love so strong started with twice a week! Motivating me to only get me weak. A beautiful weakness, he would be my king. I yearn for him as he yearns for me. I feel his thoughts as his for me. When he barely touches me he makes Fien. We are twice a week for something meant to be. Love is selfless we all forgot. As an equal my Romeo to my Juliet. I hope for those twice a week to be my everything until he is my remedy.