Analysis of The Judge of Conscience

In my own Consciousness,
 I dwindle to little ,
Setting aside  a hollowed mind of valor,
Projecting fantasies of an enigma actor ,
I became a raging fire ,
Burning from the inside like an amber fire,
Sprouting my shoots of despair and  rage.

I have given little than expected ,
Hoping for a magnificent turn ,
I have been embraced by a wave of distrust,
Because I lack self confidence,
I broke my walls because I believe not in my self ,

I failed to understand that the mind is my healing point,
I underestimated my physical being ,
Allowing my human frailties and fears to overcome my power ,

Before my bones gets weak,
I have decided to rise ,
Like the house of the rising sun,
Walking into the hall of fame ,
Shinning beautifully like a star that glitters ,
Kindled with love and a hue of promise ,
Believing in my dexterous self ,
Like a Sirius star I shine brighter .