Analysis of Just a note

Despite all failures, setbacks and abject moneylessness,

and this ominous feeling of running last on a proverbial Race among colleagues and Sibling,

Why, I am the one, who spends more time at ease,

thanking life for what it gave than not,

and feeling blessed for How I feel relaxed and upbeat,

It might be an fortuitous Oddity,
Or, Serendipity of gracious lord,
Oozing out from some mental crevices,
This feeling that all is not Lost.