Analysis of Hello life

Abundant Moments of joy and suffering has been flowing by year to year
With pride  gleaming  in eyes and love dwelling  in soul
Not dwelling  in future but nor
Quitting  on my goal,
I just want Ultimate serenity  in life
,It can't be attained through
Drugs ,intimacy and rock and roll
Everytime i play with these rhymes
And write my pain & heart out
It feels as if i am  intoxicated on alcohol.
It is the darkness which
Makes light so significant and
Glorious  ,Dear every feelings and phase in life beholds its own
Role

Friendship  is Not merely a tool for balancing society  it is a way of living  and  in sorrow
It provides great relief

Hope and humanity are  those things that makes
you feel alive   even in your deadliest
Days of  inexpressible grief

I dont intend to be high on weed
But instead on poetries ,Some people may live in denial but addiction
Is something we all secretly
need. ,Maturity ,dignity all are good
 but  foolishness is
Essential ,never vanish your inner kid
 Love and infatuation takes you to
a new dimension of reality ,
Your perception drastically  changes like
You are tripping on acid .

I may not have siblings to support me when life throws its move  at me but
I possess gratitude for
Having some  gem like  friends
Which are more than brothers
Pain is what makes life interesting
And adventures   ,Just look at the sky
And smile and say this shall too pass
Every feeling you ever  feel is
Complimentary to each
Other

But however
We both know  its profound  to endure but
Not crying  and dying     anymore
for the
Things i could'nt change
Just trying to have a  proper hold on
the stuff i have in my range
 Not missing the things that
Has  disappeared  
Will keep moving through any phase of life not gonna hold back and
Hide in fear
And a joyous heart which   enjoy and embrace glory of little things in  dignity  and cheer
Writing poetry is one of my favourite thing
And one of them is  listening to  the music  while siping my  beer