Analysis of can i see you in the moon

when iI wake up I want it all
cant breath without joy-
a silent pain to never speak of
for it is what is missing-a boy

going gone and walked along time
I did not remember everything
my heart cant be much now without your love
now I'm carefull of who I'm being

I don't have courage in that day
I didn't even call someone
I was lost  with you gone  
the rain drowned me out some

will I ever see you again ?
isn't fate going to bring us to two?
I need help seeing  you again
cant we just walk into?

I think your safe but ill never know
I'm broken down i didn't see you grow
your life was supposed to be
everything i loved there I didn't want to go.