Analysis of I feel all this pain

I feel all this pain, I can't seem to wash it away. This is what I'm feeling deep down inside. I can't seem to shake it off because it's became a part of me. You look at me,but you don't see all the things that really do hurt me, I close my eyes wishing you would just listen to me, hear me when I cry, see that this is not the real me, then maybe you would get to know the real me. I feel this pain, I can't seem to wash it away. Please don't look the other way, Please don't run away from me,stop help me, hold me close cause tomorrow may never come and then what will come?.