Analysis of Shattered heart.

I was compelled to be away from you,
As if, I was compelled to be away from myself,
When I was getting to be away from you,
As if, I was getting more away from myself,

Your promises, your bets became bile,
Your intentions were just like sand pile,
I lost my all means with my shattered heart,

Now I am able to help  no more myself,

This deceiving will repay you one day,
I may not be with myself till that day,
The fault was whose  and became to whom,

Many times I prevented to suicide myself,
I lost myself somewhere with my shattered heart..........