Especially To Me

its so cold and lonely, so blue and lost
what the hell happened
so much anger, so much hurt,
how could you do this,especially to me
im the one that loved you,took care of you,
im the one that was there for you,
when no one else cared,
i gave you that chance, to prove,
who you really are and now look
you shattered my dreams.
damaged my soul, it felt like you,
took the life out of me..
ill never know why and ill never understand
how a love so strong
could really go so wrong
i was so much in love with you,
now all i have are nightmares,
of that one night, you lost it...