I've Realized

I realized that I NEVER want to feel like that ever again.

I realized that we are far to wise to act, think, feel, and be so unwise.

I realized that we have encountered so many highs and lows, that to react and live out lows purposely is unacceptable and a disgrace.

I realized that our standards are far to high to bring another person, place, or thing so low.

I realized that we've played the victim for far too long to ever go back to living that way.

I realized that nothing is worth ever feeling that way ever again. Nothing.

I realized that those feelings are no longer welcome in my world. They've taken up enough space and time.

I realized that it is an embarrassment to keep any relationship that brings these type of feelings in or around me.

I realized that there is no growth in feeling these ways any longer.

I realized that I mean no harm to anyone or anything, yet I am treated like a monster who's intentions are to harm.

I realized that life is far too giving and precious to treat with anything less than the most highest actions, thoughts, and feelings.

I realized that far too much is projected unto me and I'm exhausted with being what I am not.

I realized that I spend too much time explaining my heart.

I realized that it is disrespectful to ourselves and life itself to act, feel, think, and be in this space.

I realized that this is where love died purposely to find itself everytime, but it no longer serves it or anyone.

I realized that there is no way that you don't feel the same as I do to some degree.

-PiPolar π 2023 ©
Mystic Krystal
(Krystal Ann Baker)