M i sick or what

[x] Ive been feeling better
[x] Not bcuz I'm okay wait a minute when was  i okay
[x] Shits happening here and there but i don't care
[x] They hurted me by saying they loved me deciding every path of my life wheather I liked it or not and at last when I cried cuz i don't like those path they just said it's the best path they choose that path cuz they loved me so much....but why I can't feel their warmness why this coldness surounds me am i sick or what...
[x] Again i m crying alone so miserable but i don't want them to see me so vulnerable now i tossed off on my tears and went from my dark space to brightness but...why this darkness is not leaving me afterall i m standing in the lights of stars am i sick or what...
[x] Now i know I'm as useless as they say as helpless as i m when i seee my reflection in the mirror it also taunts me back cuz all my life I was just a weakling but is it my fault cuz i was trembling even on thinking to hurt my loved ones people say ur shadow will always be with you in the thick and thin of ur/the life but wait a minute why is there no reflection of mine that reflections which taunts me sharp why my shadow is the one who's swallowing me into that dark oh! Now i know i was no moree and after all of this i was laughing like a pshyco now people sayin m i sick or what.....

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