Emanate

As she lay cold and frail with shivers down her
spin
Saddened by her morning light as the joys of days hath brought forth such pain
For why she fights to continue to carry these burdens, regrets of lust and hateful rage
As she lay here numb and bitter disarrayed
With all her thoughts can tell her is of the broken trust
The bruising internal which no one may enter once again
For this broken woman once was pure at heart
Until hath brought forward that complicated day for it is what it is he would say
As she lay reminiscing what should have been of love the great defeat
Her pain no longer just layith at her feet for she carries it with within very deep
Like needle and thread sown to one another forever holding on tight
For he her blessing is apart of her soul for her child in which if had been others had never ben
With this blessing came along the confusion the lustful rage for with him he carried his father who once bedrove my soul to take
In with this he did but not to the happy place
The places that were promised and doubted in dismay
For we never had seen much of this happy place only now more the light may shine for only now you a star was born our child
so handsome smart and wild
With a heart and soul so big and wonderous it hardly fits but here in my heart and soul is where you have been sown in
For my heart will be forever yours
Forever I will fight because you are a life not just any but apart of me as I still have all my flaws but you my prince have the gold you show that even the worst of mistakes can give so much bliss for you are our miracle
Our reason to live showing you daily between the stride not hiding from you all the pains of life
Instead preparing you with wide open eyes not always what we want is what we need nor love but love thy self as you do them and forever be grateful from above
For you were prayed for willed to be so now you see
Why loving you comes so easily for threw the darkest of days into nights you shine with in threw out you emanate a light through your smile your giggle even your rebellion is unique
Every part of you now and forever more were born to spread your light
Showing all who will stop to see or gander a listen for you my son will spread love even to those who see no out you will be the hand in the night to show the way
For to me your mother whom you have saved will always be forever a saint in my eyes as I will teach you love against hate light through darkened days for as you grow to be the man I see forth a gentle man with kindness and courage
A man who turns his born rage into a light that peace inside you will now and forever more emanate