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sifis
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I was born a couple of days before New Year's Eve in 1957. After my father's death (17 Oct. 1977) I simply collapsed, because the same year I lost all of my friends and my first love. I've been treated with Lithium for 33 years and just before I loose my kidneys, my physician who takes care of most f my illnesses (e.g. high levels in blood sugar and pressure, as well as, cholesterol, weak heart after an attack in 2005, problems with my stomach, etc.), found it out and now I'm treated with user-friendly medication. Unfortunately, all these years, I had no way of expressing neither my thoughts nor my feelings, since not even my beloved wife had an feelings for me, and never tried to come near me, at least not after our daughter was born (20 Jan. 1997). She was hit by the so called postpartum depression, and ever since, covered behind this "illness" tortured me in many ways, which I don't want to recall. Hopefully, this is a place where I'll be able to express myself and (maybe) find my TRUE soulmate!