Life gets better when you no longer have to be nice to others.
Life gets better when you can finally put yourself first.
No longer caring what others think or even say.
It's not other people that you have to live for or have to make happy.
Life... – by Holly trout | 1 View added 11 days ago
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Last breath I take the light darkens and the voices fade into mumbling.
No more dreams and no more lies everything comes and goes not even noticing what is happening around me.
What is this feeling that I keep having?
Coming in and out of what I... – by Holly trout | 1 View added 25 days ago
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Trees swaying in the wind as the morning sounds filled the air.
Leaves dance across the fields as the fog fades away in the breeze.
No traffic to be seen just the world sitting infront of me so full of possibilities and wonder.
Not having to deal... – by Holly trout | 1 View added 1 month ago
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Searching and searching and never knowing what to look for.
Always something that keeps holding me back.
Not letting even a space or time to pass not even a chance to take a breath.
Always moving and always carrying the weight of the world.
Not... – by Holly trout | 2 Views added 1 month ago
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The time had come to start making decisions.
The time has come for the hard moments.
To make the decisions that we don't seem to want to make.
Decisions that throw us off our balance and what we seem to second guess.
Not knowing if it's the... – by Holly trout | 1 View added 1 month ago
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I think the moment is finally here it's finally hit me that it might be real.
There will be no tears of sadness or sorrow or even happiness lost.
Only the moment of realizing that it's taken so long but finally needing to put the fear behind me.
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Up before the sun rises and it's all quiet in the house.
Still so tired but things have to get done to make it all so magical this time of year.
With little ones that we hold so dear just to see their eyes light up at what might appear.
We're in... – by Holly trout | 5 Views added 2 months ago
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Years go by and we are not the same as we used to be.
We seem to be to tired to even try any longer.
We don't even seem to argue any longer or even try to get along anymore.
We're just two people who live our lives in the same place.
As if we're... – by Holly trout | 4 Views added 2 months ago
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Sometimes I wish it was just me in this life and just me alone.
I wouldn't have to worry about anyone else but me.
I wouldn't have to worry about things being out of place and I wouldn't have to ask anyones' permission.
If it was just me in this... – by Holly trout | 4 Views added 2 months ago
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Everywhere I go I feel as though I'm being watched.
I always get the feeling that someone is following me.
I hear footsteps following me that are not my own.
I hear voices in my head that are not my own.
I see shadows in the dark when I'm the... – by Holly trout | 8 Views added 2 months ago
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The whispers fade and the silence becomes louder all around us.
Not knowing what lies beyond as the darkness shines bright.
As if suffocated beyond the point of almost nothing.
I can no longer hear the world around me as if I've became part of... – by Holly trout | 5 Views added 3 months ago
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I can't take this anymore it's killing me inside and I can hardly breath.
It feel as though the very breath that's inside of me is being sucked out.
I'm stuck in this moment watching the world pass me by as if I'm in slow motion.
Why can't I... – by Holly trout | 3 Views added 3 months ago
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It's almost here that time of year.
When all things seem so magical and anything is possible.
The happiness and cheer that's supposed to fill us this time of year.
When everyone has the same experience of this time of year.
Not all may look and... – by Holly trout | 2 Views added 3 months ago
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Magic is in the air there's no denying it now.
We have a whole year of pain and suffering and the mistakes they we have had to endure.
The moments that replay in our minds daily and soon pray that we can live with.
Everything that all seem to be... – by Holly trout | 3 Views added 3 months ago
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Staring out the window with no where to go and nothing to do.
Just sitting here staring out this window hoping that someone will come to visit with me or at least for the phone to ring.
All the years spent taking care of others and taking them to... – by Holly trout | 3 Views added 3 months ago
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As I look into the mirror I'm at a lose on who is staring back at me.
As if someone I'ver never meet before but seems so very much familiar at the same time.
Just wondering what has happened to the person who is staring back at me.
The person I... – by Holly trout | 2 Views added 3 months ago
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No words can explain what lies beneath the ruins that lie ahead of us.
All the damage from the disaster that its caused.
We can't go back and there's no way forward.
No way to move forward from here and the past is all gone.
We're lost in the... – by Holly trout | 3 Views added 3 months ago
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The time has come for you to realize that I have the power to make you disappear.
All your little secrets that you have tried to hide from everyone.
Not wanting others to realized the horrifing confessions that you say behind their backs.
Not... – by Holly trout | 2 Views added 3 months ago
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Things play over and over in my mind until there is no life left in me at all.
All the things that I've done and all the things that I've given you.
It takes all that I have not to go crazy or even lose it completely.
You'll never know what I had... – by Holly trout | 4 Views added 3 months ago
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The very fact that you never listen to what I say just shows that you don't care.
All the arguments and all the pain that we go through just shows that you have given up.
It's all about the things that you want and I have to just go along with... – by Holly trout | 54 Views added 3 months ago
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Anger fills that air and strangles me so tightly until I can hardly breath at all.
It keeps me up all night as if I had nothing better to do.
The anger that I have inside building up to the point where I feel as though I'm going to explode.
I... – by Holly trout | 4 Views added 4 months ago
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Please take me away so far away from here.
Take me to a place where I've never been so far away.
Take me away to a place that fills the hole that has been left inside.
Please help me find a way to fill this pain that I hold so deep inside.
Take... – by Holly trout | 151 Views added 4 months ago
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You took my soul leaving me empty with nothing but a shell.
So lifesless and with no emotion I just walk about the earth.
With no desire to carry on or have even a care in this world.
You took everything from me and I have nothing left.
Nothing... – by Holly trout | 81 Views added 4 months ago
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Time is ticking away and has long been gone.
Who's to tell if we are here or there nobody knows.
The things on this earth come and go and time passes away.
With all the wasted things that we do that never seem to stay.
The time that passes is... – by Holly trout | 3 Views added 4 months ago
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The trees are swaying in the wind as I walk alone in the dark.
Trying to get home from somewhere I've never been.
I shouldn't have been out here I should have stayed home.
But it's to late and now I'm out here in the middle of nowhere.
Just... – by Holly trout | 3 Views added 4 months ago
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Why is it that people really don't have a clue or even a leg to stand on?
You try to be as nice as can be but people still find a way of pushing your buttons.
Making things all about them and not even giving you a care in the world.
Why is it... – by Holly trout | 4 Views added 4 months ago
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My head is spinning with all the things that could go wrong.
All the things that don't make sense that always seem to happen to me.
I feel so cold inside as if the life just got sucked out of me.
Nothing seems to matter anymore and I am not sure... – by Holly trout | 3 Views added 4 months ago
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Things never really go as planned or the way you think it should go.
Things will go a certain way for awhile but then in a split second completely turn upside down.
Turning everything you thought about the world around you into utter disaster.
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Hope is what we have when all else fails when it seems things are getting hard.
Hope is what we live on when everything else scares us to death.
When everything terrifies us and we don't know how we will survive without our hope that will get us... – by Holly trout | 9 Views added 4 months ago
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All in the graveyard and alone I sit I feel at home with the whispers in the wind.
All these souls so bound up together with no visitors to come along.
No one to come and say hello almost forgotten as the weeds continue to grow.
What a lonely way... – by Holly trout | 8 Views added 4 months ago
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