me a shot of jack
to numb my delusional fingers
from burning pages of lost time.
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tear a piece of my mind
seat it by the table sun,
gaze at the pine-trees
I borrow patience from the feeble
waiting for you.
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you, getting your... – by azdi404 | 25 Views added 1 year ago
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Foreign bodies, we are Yulia
subtle Innuendo conversations
What’s the take from this?
I don’t feel like going home tonight
carrying double-layered words
Wrapped in jagged phrases
from the fool’s room...
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Sooner or later, it ends.
I want... – by azdi404 | 6 Views added 1 year ago
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scars of moonlight
tapping my window
from my Jerusalem moon
when city worshipers sleep
exhausted defending their gods
with sticks, stones, history & verses
I rise to pray in my own way
evidence of faith weighs heavy
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I've... – by azdi404 | 1 View added 1 year ago
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next to me
nurse me
take a look
I have a box beneath my skin
with feelings in it that control me
it pushes my breath "til the day I die.
surviving wild hordes of thoughts
in its locked bone caves
forgiving me still if time didn't... – by azdi404 | 2 Views added 1 year ago
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runs through the waters
pure without an echo
relaxing me once
hurting me twice
sinking into your hair
I scream into your head to be heard
as I stand in the corner of your thoughts
under a shadow, you passed me down
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let's go back to where I stood
back to where I remember
by the oak tree
out in the countryside
by the outskirts of my deserted desires
let me revisit my thoughts and feelings
I might have been mistaken
what you might have wanted
... – by azdi404 | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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never lasting lies once or twice
I felt you in moments knocking me down,
postponing goodbys,
holding me tight,
it’s my shame holding me
between the obscene & the bold
loathing the moment
until it came to light.
I was born &... – by azdi404 | 4 Views added 1 year ago
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I.... who am I?
memories in your head
another character on the exit
nostalgia on paper
just another.....
sick drop in the bucket...
I had my face burned
rumors about me scarred
smacking the bottom of a bucket
that comes tearing... – by azdi404 | 4 Views added 1 year ago
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away from those tired eyes,
I told myself,
comeback from away
the flame’s gone tonight
burning from the inside
reminiscing the days of Babylon...
now a restless night
traces the footsteps of the days,
the destructive echo’s
... – by azdi404 | 6 Views added 2 years ago
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I was alive, floating frameless
the perfect portrait in this gallery of life.
once happened, the pictures fell,
the moment I changed,
I went wrong in phase orange.
I didn’t think gracefully.
nothing left to be done,
nothing to be... – by azdi404 | 4 Views added 2 years ago
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I make a full bow
with half emotion,
quarter lust
a quarter to spare
net weight of words
overexpands my capacity…
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I foresee my gain
here's the move on
are you mad yet?
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dispensable, recyclable
alive I am in your... – by azdi404 | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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don’t tell me that you’re here (Elsee)
just drop by & let me drop where I am
don’t let me know how you prayed
at the walls of my ruins
don’t let me understand your vendetta
drop the peace pin from your heart
& kill me with... – by azdi404 | 3 Views added 2 years ago
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I touch the sky
poke the clouds
But I can’t feel god around
Where is the power to help me?
I land on earth’s crust
But all I feel is the dead
Where is life that springs from it?
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I have a photograph of you
and a backup in my mind
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don’t receive me the same,
my deformity dipped and solidified
into my self-acceptance...
what was the norm
enhancing your beauty
in the background,
deejaying soundtracks to your move.
keeping my head to play this funky horn
a... – by azdi404 | 4 Views added 2 years ago
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I lay here stone cold, numb.....
on a makeshift sick bed,
in a straight jacket,
my most suitable attire,
you straddling my chest,
questioning my wasted years without you,
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mirror stuck on the ceiling,
counting my eyelids... – by azdi404 | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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left the lights off a while ago
so I continued us; without you
I played both sides of us
in comfortable skins.
I had you do what I wanted you to do,
and so did you, rolling in digital pages
and surviving through all IOS editions &... – by azdi404 | 3 Views added 2 years ago
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my stance
a prophet of fools
watch me preserve it
and I forgive you too
I get choked up
when I let myself go too far
but I don’t run.
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feelings feed awareness,
whatever it is
I disengage from everything but you
show... – by azdi404 | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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moments I let myself go
feeling that she’s growing apart from me,
it hurts to spread the chilling wings of doubt
fill in the vacant spot where she used to reside,
the warmth of imprints of her lips still scar my chest,
the lashes of her... – by azdi404 | 6 Views added 2 years ago
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dawn,
I settle down at the front gate
at the temple's door
sip rose water from Stoney springs
to heal the panic
let me witness the wonder
of you uncoiling your fingers
healing a beheaded flower stem
breathe into it before... – by azdi404 | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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the pacific ocean
on the sunset’s blue side,
my spirits paving a silver wake
towards the ski’s end,
to the high counsel...
an exclusive flight with control damage,
seeking the queens’ meadows,
what a high-hope mystery...
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Because I misread your gaze
when you said hello
I searched for diamonds in your lies
I touched the fire you setup underneath my skin
In pools of innocence & deceit
between what you said and what you meant,
Yet I was trapped in your childish... – by azdi404 | 5 Views added 2 years ago
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a shade
let me hurt
to tell the old man about you
give away a piece of my illusion,
but not the actual pain,
I never comprehended his words
about suicidal dreams,
undecided about a way to decipher
a vision of me
hot... – by azdi404 | 4 Views added 2 years ago
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People fall in love, But I walked in
I was waiting; I knew it was you
When I saw what you could do.
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ransoming the night captive
revealing the moon's beauty
giving it a chance to cater
the lonely and broken.
Some light on the... – by azdi404 | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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I caress my fragile head
a womb of emotions for you
a cave carved by enslaved fingers
to make room for your ego
painted walls with the color crimson
from torn fingers ...
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Windows flooded by light
purging its sorrows on departure.
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my kisses if you feel more than many,
signs of loneliness,
tales of many,
subdue me if you must,
hear my stories over a burning plate,
whenever I felt you on those last days,
remember my drafts,
tales of unreached journeys you... – by azdi404 | 7 Views added 2 years ago
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I have visions
inkwells of colored raindrops
for every mood ...
collected from the breasts of clouds
Rejecting my suggestions
Pens shun scripting my story
Pages dismantling its lines In protest
Because I portrayed you as a villain
Sign... – by azdi404 | 13 Views added 2 years ago
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I rushed the river of believe
Scooped a palm full
Washed my mouth
to call her name
On the outside
I shared my skin with some sun
stretching blank canvas sheets like Picasso ....
drag your fingers on it
drawing with liquified pain,
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Come unhinged,
Come barbaric
Come in that all-night mode
come with malice intentions
orphan me for you
Come with true colored seething teeth
when you think of me,
I'm your victim on demand
calls come to me in vibes,
Rattles & hums,
Did... – by azdi404 | 7 Views added 2 years ago
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was a beautiful addiction
when it began
at the eastern wall, I lied
with my spider monkeys
going on 300 weeks so far
accumulating new pollution on my side
bleeding excess black
words I find unnamed
meanings untagged, marked in red... – by azdi404 | 3 Views added 2 years ago
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revenging words
follows the light
crashing walls
every curse falls
into rust & salt
over the fat lady's voice
dubbing the pipers' flute
dancing out of town.
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it's somewhere deep
that's taking me
fast and steady ... – by azdi404 | 6 Views added 2 years ago
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