God forgive me
its time I make those who doubted me, pay a price.
will i be here for you tomorrow or will I
return gold and turn up the heat?
Did you really think I could break the chains.
I threw your doubt into the flames.
The... – by Sholnyshko | 5 Views added 1 year ago
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in the Home
Can you see yourself, Breaking at every corner through your bones?
Have you heard? The way you talk to me, you should have known.
That I would find a way to own my own.
There's a Ghost in the home.
silent as the words you... – by Sholnyshko | 4 Views added 1 year ago
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Throwing Stones in glass houses.
Take your time ill be here to watch you unwind. Closed in, In crooked smiles and semi justified lies. I cant wait to be there to watch your world consumed.
Use me for the small parts you cant condone. Ill be... – by Sholnyshko | 5 Views added 1 year ago
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Ive seen though this.
Ive seen through who you you are. Ive seen the devil in dastard eyes.
knowing god never had a place. he was not part of you.
now its time to reclaim my place so I can find god.
Darling don't cover your ears or shut... – by Sholnyshko | 11 Views added 1 year ago
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Will you wait this out.
There is an ocean.
i am at the bottom.
im waiting for you to tell me to stay away.
But your to afraid.
So i hide behind the smile on that face.
in coves of pain and dismay.
will I wake me up.
or will i... – by Sholnyshko | 8 Views added 1 year ago
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The weak will be rewarded, when it comes to there end, For will they hear there final prayer as i sing there final hyme, I will take there final wishes and I will hold them with in.
For I am not worthy, I was not worthy. For this. I was not worthy... – by Sholnyshko | 5 Views added 1 year ago
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Watch me, take your words and fuck myself up in one night, I might call but I'll be distressed and uptight. Depressed and upset, what are you gonna do to get me back in the headlights.
I swear there's something fucking wrong with me.
I need, to... – by Sholnyshko | 5 Views added 1 year ago
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Verse 1- I live on the real side, so pull the shades tight, I hope your ready for memory's. my eyes are heavy, I have my energy and I trip and stumble, I'm a time bomb! I try to keep it steady, but my memory's, those light, are heavy.
Bridge- I... – by Sholnyshko | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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I can't breathe now, yeah I'm fucked though,
Rolling my dice, I had to let go.
Finding space in my crowded mind, Holding strong to what i know now
(bridge)-
And its hard to die this hard
I'm afraid of what you'll convict me for
Even though I... – by Sholnyshko | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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I saw too much, it was all I had
I was incarcerated to the darkness in everyone I know
Woah-oh-oh
Always found the good in everything, all the best effort, a light within.
After years better buried, I see all the moments I missed in my... – by Sholnyshko | 4 Views added 1 year ago
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Because my social distortion is leaving me behind.
Can I please just make up my mind.
I know I gotta breathe.
But thing seam awful tempting.
I know I can due this but the weight is subduing.
Maybe medication isn't it. Maybe I just need to... – by Sholnyshko | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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It's far to long I've felt like this.
I'll die by proxy. They did it for me ,they betrayed they martyr, Doomed me to my fate. Swallowed and consumed by liquid. Will anyone ever see me sober?sober once again. From the second I opened these eyes. I... – by Sholnyshko | 4 Views added 1 year ago
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I dug through my mind of broken memory's and pixelate, searching for the reason. Finding only ashes in treason.This alcohol must be broken, because I feel every fuckin thing.
My heart's been playing tricks gain, and only I can save me. Will they... – by Sholnyshko | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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Id be lying if I ever said I wish you all well now.
Your mind manipulated, oscillating Behaviors all too soon!
You got away with the lies that Broke my trust.
You found a way to paralyze the faith in me.
you wanted all of us to bend and break... – by Sholnyshko | 9 Views added 1 year ago
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Once there was a boy lost in his good intentions. Left out in the ocean with his Differences. So many he loves, he forgot to mention. Looking for a companion willing to listing. Once there was a man with good intentions.
Nobody else can see that... – by Sholnyshko | 4 Views added 1 year ago
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I made a choice.
Turned mistake.
I thought I could make it out.
I Held A promise I couldn't keep.
I love how you arch
I love how you taste.
I LOVED THE VENOM IN YOUR VOICE.
The way you screamed at me
Or the way you laughed every time I... – by Sholnyshko | 4 Views added 1 year ago
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I'm here sitting passing my time.
Alone in a home, don't wanna see past the blinds. I had a best friend, she spread those lies. Now I sit here wondering why.
I try to keep people around.
But they are Destine to leave.
Here today ,gone... – by Sholnyshko | 6 Views added 1 year ago
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It's coded ingrained in secret.
I should have known .
I would be throwing stones.
I know everything I ever did.
Why am I erasing everything I know?
I'm a little less then sold. I've gonna around and found out the truth of the story's told.
... – by Sholnysko | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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All I have left are fragments,
Just some old bones trapped in a shell.
What a man I could be.
If I just believed in me.
All round me people are hurting.
I can see it in there fractile eyes.
They just traverse thoughts bound
By fiction... – by Sholnysko | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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