Standing on the edge of a cliff,
Watching the lightning flash.
My mind goes adrift,
As the waves steady crash.
Tears blend in with the rain,
Across a face silhouetted by the moon.
With one step I could end the pain,
But that would be a... – by Jessica Millitello | 15 Views added 2 years ago
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Ears ringing, mind blanking, can't breathe, Wait, did they just speak to me?
No I am not ready, here comes the freeze,
Why does this always seem destined to be? Stomach lurches, lightheaded, and heart racing,
Feel sick and need to run out the... – by Jessica Millitello | 18 Views added 2 years ago
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Sometimes life hits so hard
That I can't even breathe.
The moment Iet my guard down,
I am once again brought to my knees.
I've always been the one,
To contemplate suicide.
Thankfully life still goes on,
Despite what I'm feeling inside.
... – by Jessica Millitello | 33 Views added 2 years ago
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So many things have happened lately,
It makes me just stop and think for a minute. How did I live my life in the manner I've always known,
And still haven't encountered anything like this shit.
This is far beyond any thing I've ever imagined,... – by Jessica Millitello | 20 Views added 2 years ago
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Another night I lay here alone crying, Wondering what is in store for me.
What have I done to deserve this misery,
Pain constantly wracking my body.
It's hard to find the hope,
Even harder to find ways to cope.
I cry to myself all the time... – by Jessica Millitello | 18 Views added 2 years ago
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Drifting away in a sea of sadness,
Lost and alone in my madness.
Farther and farther away from reality
Leaving behind all that mattered to me..
Seeking sanctuary within my own mind,,
Going to leave all my worries behind.
The overwhelming... – by Jessica Millitello | 21 Views added 2 years ago
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Waiting for the day to come to an end,
So I can finally escape my reality again.
I do my best to push through,
But it seems I'm failing that too.
Nothing really quite ever gets done,
And I am struggling to find a reason.
I sit here all day... – by Jessica Millitello | 26 Views added 2 years ago
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Every thing about you I remember,
Even after all these years.
I still dream about you often,
And when i do i wake up in tears.
So many things i have left to say,
Even though i speak to you all the time.
I never get an answer back,
And... – by Jessica Millitello | 18 Views added 2 years ago
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God, where are you?
I'm looking, my eyes are wide open.
My heart and mind are seeking,
Everything in me is searching.
God, I need you now,
I need some hope, some sign.
God, please don't leave me alone,
Why are you so hard to find?
God... – by Jessica Millitello | 550 Views added 2 years ago
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Sometimes I'm climbing these walls,
My mind won't stop racing.
Other times the walls are closing in,
And every other thought I'm missing.
I've done everything I could to escape,
To find a solution or some type of answer.
All I ever find is... – by Jessica Millitello | 69 Views added 2 years ago
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The worst kind of pain,
Is when you're just there.
You can't breathe, no tears come out,
And you ache to just not care.
The physical pain is hell,
But it's the scars that don't show,
That will kill even the strongest of minds,
And most times... – by Jessica Millitello | 570 Views added 2 years ago
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