My Agony

The pen I loved to scribble has stopped
The feeling is of actually being robbed

Robbed of my feelings spilling
Fear of actual emotions tumbling

In the quest of expressing myself
I hesitate in revealing thyself

Speaking the truth, many feathers rustle
Cannot lie and that is the tussle

Beneath the smile as bright as the day
Are the emotions to be kept at bay

The tears that are ready to tumble
The words that would create a rumble

How life could be so fake
Lived only for others sake

Through the deep waters wade
A journey for others made