Unworthy

*drop* I don’t know why I’m crying, I’m the one that committed the crime.
I came closer and closer then crushed you,
 there’s a broken glass heart on the floor.
Reckless and stupid. Disregard those feelings you supposedly had.
What could you expect from someone like me?
Someone insecure like me
Someone unworthy of all your love and affection
What did you see in me?
Lookin’ back at past messages not only do I not recognize myself but-
I just can’t understand what goes through your mind.
You expressed how I made you feel lucky and happy.
You posted about me all the time, but I knew something wasn’t right.
After a week of me not being in your Snapchat Story
I somehow vanished, I was like I didn’t exist.
You never told anyone about me
I shouldn’t have to put up with this.
I broke up with you
It wasn’t all that hard to do
But then, Why do I feel guilty?
I did nothing wrong but it feels like I did
You’re my poisonous chemical.
Like nicotine, I’m addicted to you
You are the one that caused me pain.
Don’t come any closer.
Please!
Nowadays, I just wanna be alone forever.