Numbed Reality
Jak D Chellew 1993 (Mo)
A natural born athlete
Chasing a wrestling dream
I started popping pills
Was addicted by age 15
All my hard work and talent
Washed down the drain
I couldn’t bounce back..
I Fucked up my name.
It’s been a long treacherous road
To keep myself clean
no matter what, I relapse
into the old
routine
A battle that’s lasted 12 long years
I’ve seen my lowest
I’ve let down all my peers
I’m tired of fighting
Dope-Sick and strangling by a vine
I’ve said it before, but I swear
This is the last time
Please don’t judge me
I’m definitely not stable
It won’t take much to wake
the dormant beast hovering
beneath my table
I want to stay clean
I have a son on the way
I’m feeling pathetic
No matter how hard I try
This disease, it’s genetic
I will be there to help
to steer him away from
swallowing the demons’ venom
If it comes his way
I feel so guilty
Dad offered his hand
He warned me about this day
And now I understand.
My guilt has been a trigger
A reason to get numb
It’s time to let that go now
As my focus becomes my son
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Submitted on April 19, 2021
Modified on March 05, 2023
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Quick analysis:
Scheme | XXXX XXXX XAXXA BXB CXXX DEXCE AFGXG XHHF DIFI XHXX |
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Closest metre | Iambic trimeter |
Characters | 1,014 |
Words | 202 |
Stanzas | 10 |
Stanza Lengths | 4, 4, 5, 3, 4, 5, 5, 4, 4, 4 |
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