Would world look wonderful in time?

It bleeds to see her up front
Had I tried to smile but blunt
How I wish I have the guts of a gun
Then from her eyes I would not run

As much as she hated me
That's twice as deep as I hated her
But she seems so sweet & creamy
How I wish I could make her disappear.

When all this starts I can't remember
But she's the cause of my failure
How I wish all this is done and over
So it can get me out of my fear

I am merely human that's what I am right?
That's why this hatred I try to put it aside,
Oh do you know how much I had tried and tried
Still it crouch in my heart to hide
I guess all I need to chase is time and tide