Worthless Woman Individualtean*

Sadistic passions run through her body.
She delights in my suffering.
Wondering, why bother?
I ask myself daily, asking:
Why do you treat me so shoddy?
I am not your father.

Rather wrong.
Worthless woman.
You only reap what you sow.

Though I never wanted things to go this way.
It was your choice, you are who strayed.
Betrayed I was by you, why?
I still wake up at night afraid.
My nocturnal Anxiety fills my day
with the strong urge to cry.

By your hand
I am undone.
My life unravels weakly.

Bleakly I prepare for your next assault.
Basalt deserts in my heart are your fault.

*Syllable and rhyme scheme(end rhymes and things that sound like rhymes in my head count, Ian said so and he invented this form. :P)
10a
8b
b6c
8b
10a
6c

c3d
4e
7f

f10a
8b
6c
8b
10a
6c

c3d
4e
7f

f10g
g10g