Without You

As I look back and reminisce, I can't believe I'm here without you,

I feel as if I'm dreaming, yet I know it's true,

To lose a mother and sister within hours of eachother,

Tears me apart everyday, but you two are together,

That was Gods will and nobody could change anything,

What I wouldn't give to hear my angels once again sing,

I didn't have the chance to fix my mistakes between us,

So, I live with regret, that just won't ease up,

I am a daughter to one, a little sister to the other,

I look forward to the day we meet again and are together forever,

Until then, I am living my life and hoping to make you proud,

I yearn for your approval knowing you can't give it from your cloud,

My sister, my angel you are missed so much,

I wish i could hug you, feel just a little touch,

My mother, my teacher, my role model, my sweetheart,

I never thought i would go through life without you, apart,

I can't change the fact that I lost you two,

I just have to accept the fact that I'm here without you