why?

i feel so empty my emotions count so many
i get so confussed, why can't it just stop?
so many people mad yet so little done.
how did this happen. what have i become?
am i truly evil and just unware?
my intentions' aren't evil. they're harmless i swear.
why am i blamed by everyone here?
is there someone understaning who realizes out there?

i am so different. yet people don't realize,
i'm sick of them all. i need some alone time.
help me now, please make it all right.
i'm going to lose 'this battle' that i can't even fight.
i'll say good-bye, yet the pain is still there.
just help me . help me if there is someone out there.