thoughts today

my tears have became a refreshing cup of fruity  drink for my ex lover.
he drinks it with pride and dignity
he loves the taste of it
my tears taste so refreshing
he can even describe the taste of my tears  with his noise stuffed
he loves the feelings he gets while laughing at me
entertain him with my tears.
he's happiness grew every second my tears dropped cold on the floor.
he loves the print it makes after it dries.
 the shape of heart it creats,he still knows i love him.
he knows my love is sad and pitiful
he will never love a girl like me.
who am i kidding.
im one of those lost causes you throw in the ocean for fun